Wow, been some time past

Wondered where I had gotten off to? Seems like I am the only one tuning in to this blog, but it truly gives me a voice so I will continue on.
It's been a while since I have visited, nothing much changing but I assure you, things ARE!!
I am about to conduct my first telephone interview in a very long time, not to mention the 4 months TODAY actually, that my position was eliminated. WHEW....4 months today? REALLY?
Let's go back because a mere 4 month ago I was gearing up for a trip home. Ohhhhh Florida, how you consume my soul. How you warm me up on stinky days like today when it's snowing and cold outside and all I really want to be doing to sitting in your warm sunshine. LATER DAYS I guess......speaking of the sunshine, I was more than delighted this morning to get a loverly Facetime requests from the boys, who just happen to be on their........what...7th Disney Dream Cruise? No comments from the gallery please. Just grateful that they are relaxing and I am really happy that they included me. They were standing in the market in the Bahama's.....it was truly a sweet gift and I love them so much for thinking of me.

I suspect now is the time for me to, dare I say it finally......SETTLE!! The Divine Wisdom of the Universe may be trying to tell em something oh so subtly, and as they say in the Festival of The Lion King......"IT......IS.......TIME"
god knows there are some out there that have been waiting for THIS to happen earlier and I guess I did have that not so long ago. The white picket fence, the dog.....oh how I miss her though. Sigh. MAGGIE was my bright shining star in a dark and depressive world but I got out of there and moved forward. Changing as I go.
So many chapters have past. I feel like the epic novel that is my life has had more twist and turns that Dynasty or.....ummm Harry Potter depends on how old you are I guess when you read this. ;)

There have been many who have come and gone, many who I continued to cling to LONG after I should have tossed them away. There have even been ones that did the very same to me and for that, I am grateful too. I learn as I go, I try to anyways. I have those that stick around the the late show and those that tried the Matinee and didn't stay past the opening credits and that's fine as well, I have enjoyed every last moment of it. The cast the crew. The Director has seen something in me that he needs or else I would have been denied the role.
Great metaphor right......just thought of it as I was typing. That's the joy of the writing for me, the story that appears out of no where and the fact I can convey the message is a blessing unto itself.
My lessons learnt are so many that I couldn't begin to express them all in here, so I merely jot a few down as I go and continuing playing them out and enjoying new ones.
I figured since I was getting on to the ripe old age of 42 this year I would have to start to settle sometime. That's the thing about the Universe, when you really want something, I can throw it back in your face the moment the idea comes out of your mouth and spits it aside. I learnt a very long time ago that I am not the driver, the director....whatever you would call this thing called life....a journey, movie........but I know for certain that I am the sidekick.



So, today on this chilly and snowy day, the first post of this year I guess, I will toast with my Dole Whip to another exciting and well.....truly MAGICAL new year and hope that I can come to some magnificent and incredible realization that life is positively awesome and that I can't WAIT to see where it takes me again.

Thanks for coming along for the ride and staying with me and if your new to this.....
might I suggest you keeping your arms and legs inside the blog at all times.....it's pretty bumpy!!