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Soft white snow falls outside....
AGAIN!!
I have been stuck inside the house for a few days because of my Crohn's.
I have realized that it has alot to do with stresses from things.
I have searched for reasons and ways of releasing it.....
realized that it is I that gets to decide.
I get to choose what mood I am in everyday when I arise from my slumber.
When I wake, I decide if I am going to be happy, or sad, angry, irritated.....
I want to make the decision to be HAPPY, satisfied, gratified/
So conscience effort has to be made daily when I wake.

My step brother told me something interesting the other day, I was only sick ONCE when I was at home.
So, my question to you is this, do you think that I could get a doctors note from the Government telling them I have to return home???

Wanted to specially recognize the mistakes I have made communicating with people.
It is truly NEVER my intention to make comments to annoy or anger someone.
It was a misunderstanding and I hope you can forgive me for that.
That is what friends do......forgive, forget and move forward.