HAPPY NEW YEAR....only 4 days late ;)

Ok so I am alittle late.

HAPPY NEW YEAR

I have been working, crazy shifts and hours and I needed to catch up and come down off the ledge.
No I wasn't being SERIOUS when I said come off the ledge.
It just seems as though when you work for a company that you feel in your heart could be SO MUCH BETTER and yet they seem to be falling APART........
you go CRAZY trying to stay afloat and keep your head above water, and for a bloody $9/hr I get paid......SO not worth the stress.
So, this year, I try to be more calm, patient.
The patience was one from last year and I THOUGHT I was doing pretty good but that is an on going battle with me I suppose.
I have finally come to the point.......(only 3 months in too) that I am DONE.
My time here in Moncton is almost over.
Yup.....I said it.
Perhaps I shouldn't be PROUD of that statement but I truly feel as though it is.
Small town, with ALL that is included in that.
Gossip, no drive to move forward, set in your ways kind of place.
SO not for THIS gypsy.
I want to have OPEN MINDS and HEARTS.....people who accept EVERYONE.....don't spend countless amounts of time talking about everyone and myself......however if they are talking about ME then they must be leaving someone else ALONE. Even if it's for 2 minutes.
I am trying VERY hard this year to continue my late mantra: DON'T SWEAT THE SMALL STUFF SISTA!!
It isn't worth it.
Not at home, not at work........NO WHERE!!

I am going to continue to strive for excellence in all I do and walk towards my dreams. I am fighting for what I WANT and if it takes my ENTIRE LIFE I will fight for it.
People often say that they look up to me, I am someone of a LIFE COACH for them.....
my drive, willing to NEVER, EVER give up.
Well, your only happiest when you get what you wished for right?
The joy you feel is OUT OF THIS WORLD.
Ia am, as ALWAYS grateful for those opportunities, and the struggles to get there.
They wouldn't have made me the person I am today if I didn't go through them.

I still believe!!
I believe I am going to get a call and tell me that they need me.

Until then, I will TRY and behave. That is ALL you could ever ask of someone....
TRY!!