WHAT HAPPENS??

When the DREAM you have is TEMPORARILY taken away from you.....WHAT DO YOU DO?
Dreams are something that are meant to be fulfilled.....something you fight incredibly hard to obtain.
I have been experiencing some incredible things these past few weeks......I was called from a company here in Canada and was asked to apply for a position with Disney Cruise Lines....I had JUST been given a promotion but of course.....when the DREAM CALLS.....YOU GO??? Don't you?
So, whilst returning to Disney for a wee vacation at the end of October......I had alittle interview with Disney Cruise Lines. It was FANTASTIC!! The HR person and I had an INCREDIBLE chat, I had a FABULOUS feeling about it and I returned to Canada with the impression I was going!!
Fast forward to the offer....I was DELIRIOUSLY HAPPY!! It was happening....my DREAMS WERE COMING TRUE.....my HAPPILY EVER AFTER WAS APPROACHING!!
I was given a few weeks to terminate my position with Fairmont......not leaving on bad terms....merely returning to live my dream. I had an entire apartment that needed to be taken care of....I had to pack.....pick a flight.....SO MUCH TO DO!!
I arrive in Nova Scotia to have a mini vacation to be with my parents before I am to board a plane.
And then I woke up from the dream to realize that actually.....they have decided to PASS ON MY CURRENT OFFER..............

Excuse me? What was just said? I don't believe what your telling me is correct? I'M NOT GOING? But you offered.....you asked me to be in NS..............you said I would be starting on the actual day I started my first Disney program 3 years ago.....
I'M NOT GOING NOW??


And so, in the end.....I am suppose to be PATIENT and continue to stay in contact with DCL and they will certainly contact ME when there is a position available for me??

Swirling questions.....no answers......confusion...DEVISTATION........



Now I am left with 3 suitcases with both WINTER & SUMMER clothes in them....packed....waiting to find where they are off to next.
And me.....I am left at the beginning.......exactly where I was when I returned home 2 years ago......WHAT NEXT?


What I CAN tell you is that I am much like a cat....I ALWAYS LAND ON MY FEET and I WILL get through this and I WILL get EXACTLY what I was suppose to get outta this.

I am merely the co-pilot for this ride and NOT The pilot and I simply have to let the person driving take me to where I am suppose to be.

I am TRULY grateful for the support & love I have received from everyone. It has been the reason I fight to stay on top.