Continuation of gratitude

Sometimes you merely have to wait for yourself to kick itself in the ass to get started on something.
Having an "a-ha" moment, a conversation with family or friends...........whatever it is.....you have to wait for yourself to DO something.....don't beat yourself up.....just be patient.
I have learnt patience this year I can certainly admit to that.
When it happens........it is a great feeling.

I have taught myself to relax, meditate and try and be still. This has certainly helped me out. I have noticed that I have settled alittle . The rage is not flowing through me anymore. I don't think that I get the RAGE CHAIR as I once was given during a Disney outing.

I am so grateful that as I have grown older, I have become alittle more calm and centered. Yes, I know your probably laughing and wondering how that is possible. Things change all the time. Take us for example, we shed our skin and replenish it frequently. Time passes and that means change.
It also means continuing to look forward. It is hard for a Cancer girl to stop looking backwards but sometimes you must force yourself to. Never forget, just not living in the past. Learn to forgive yourself for things in your past. If you cannot forgive yourself, how could you possibly ask someone else to forgive you?

You see, I have grown up!!
I have realized that I had for forgive myself for things before I could move forward.
I am a good person, I am fantastic at my job. Not everyone is going to like me, but I can certainly get along with people when we all know what are jobs are.

So, I continue to be grateful for all the wonderful things that have happened to me. I also must say I am grateful for the ones that haven't happened. I have needed to grow up and better myself......
So, for the people that have come into myself and challenged me and created pain for me.......thank you because in the end, I learnt something about myself and THAT is incredible.