Sometimes getting it out is the HARDEST part.....

SO with SO many of my friends building walls around them it makes it EXTREMELY difficult to get in!!
Yes that means that there are a few of my friends that have decided to keep the walls between myself & them.
I can ALWAYS support from afar.....I can LOVE from afar.........I DON'T enjoy the silence......it HURTS!!! If your being told I LOVE you as a friend or otherwise.....it hurts when you give me silence!!

I TRY to be a GREAT friend.....I TRY to support.....I TRY everything......I wish my LIFE would be alittle different.............that I would be able to be there......to hug....to support.....to just merely BE THERE......but I CAN'T!!! So just know....NO MATTER WHAT....I AM ALWAYS going to be your friend........I will ALWAYS be there for you........but I cannot do it unless you give alittle too.......I may not have the money to travel to visit...to call as much as I would like......but I am ALWAYS going to be here when you need me......IF YOU NEED ME OR NOT........

These photos bring me happiness in TWO separate ways....and although this rants was NOT a happy one....it NEEDED to get out in the open.......the first shot.....for the DISNEY LOVER IN ALL OF US.....OFF KILTER ......and one of my last shots of the restaurant layout for one of my last shifts at Le Cellier last year. CRAP I can't believe I am saying LAST YEAR already......