is anyone out there....HELLO....anybody?

Seems to me that I have hit a wee road block in my life.....NO JOB makes for a TRULY BORED TRACEY!! I can't STAND this...no work, no income, BORED TO TEARS..... yes I have heard y'all tell me....it's just SHORT TERM....you'll get back up on your feet in NO TIME..... Tis TRUE.....I STILL BELIEVE and THAT my friends makes me ONE UP on everyone else in my shoes....it stinks....I am NOT going to lie to you....HOWEVER....the fact still remains....I have NO prospects and I am getting desperate but I HAVE FAITH as well....faith that God will put me EXACTLY where he wants me to be and I guess that is RIGHT HERE!! Last week was TRULY a heart breaker. I lost a GREAT friend, a family member and in the end....a GREAT friend of mine lost a baby.......SO SO SAD and words CANNOT be written how much I feel for the families and how I send much love to them all. I stand knowing that they were ALL loved so deeply, from the beginning of conception to the end....they were all created in love and leave with it. Money can't be brought with us, we come with nothing and leave with the same....it's the love we contain in us that we carry with us wherever we go....and love is what I am sending and the hope that their memories live in each of us. This year is TRULY going to be THE VERY BEST and I await the beginning of the journey.......along with my family and friends....supporting me and LOVING me through it all!!